Saturday, June 17, 2006

Dare To Belong!!!!

A small body of determined spirits fired by an unquenchable faith in their mission can alter the course of history’- Mahatma Gandhi

Right now as I see it, the government seems to have a very blurred, if not confounded, vision for higher education in India.
This 49.5% discriminatory caste based reservation is simply going to kill meritocracy, make India a hardline castiest society and will simply destroy india’s growing global image (if it has any)!

The normal people now simply ‘Dare To Belong’ to the society!

By doing such a thing, it is trying to hide 58 years of failure. The reason why students are made to study history is that they do not commit the same mistakes that the men of that era made! But what we have here is the govt dividing India into caste lines which our freedom fighters and social reformers fought so hard to eliminate.

The long hard battle that these medicos are fighting have very well justified reason to do so. What they want is a committee with educationists and industrialists as members to review the benefits of reservation in the past say 50 odd years. They want to know whether the caste system will be the only criteria to identify the needy!!...Very true isn’t it!!

What I think is if we go for any kind of reservations on communal and caste basis, we will swamp the bright and able people and remain second-rate or third-rate. The moment we encourage the second-rate, we are lost. It is a simple way leading to disaster.

As to what little knowledge I have, Dr Ambedkar – the father of the underprivileged also ‘opposed’ reservations and had to reluctantly agree for this but only for a period of 10 years.

The crappy Mandal’s commission , the cause for all these hassels commissioned some 4000 castes as backward without any structured survey thus making the current proposal illogical and unreasonable. And when this was introduced, the agenda was to review the benefits of it periodically and review the list of backward castes. But till now, not even one caste has been excluded from the list and instead there have only inclusions to it.

The government simply needs to shed off its fascist attitude. It needs to explain the need and basis of this bill and should show concern over its social and political ramifications.

To wind up , this is a quote from Rang De Basanti

There are two primary choices in life- to accept the conditions the way they are or to accept the responsibility of changing them.’

Friday, June 16, 2006

No Man's Land

I have finally reached a stage where i should be aware of what lies ahead .... but well wat i jus see is a blank future!!! Am totally nonplussed!!!!!

After 3 years at NIT Warangal, i feel like an under acheiver. I dunno what exactly i have gained out of my stint ther... ofcourse i hav found a brand new peer group... a lot different from what i had during school days... And made some really really close peers(names or rather should i say name neednt be revealed) in who i could even confide in most of my darkest secrets.

Getting back to what i actually wanted to say. I feel my path leading to nowhere. I havent even done such work so that i could wonder whether all this work that i have done is worth the cause or not. I wish i can fast forward about ten years, to when all this aimless thoughts hopefully would be nothing but a distant memory.

I keep getting this unnerving feeling that i'll probably still be fed by my mom even when i manage to get a degree!!! How embarassing could that get?!! I hear people already asking for an advance at their jobs in the first month itself just because they do not want to feel the ignominy of asking their parents for cash to survive!!!This feeling that i haven't acheived my true potential is kind of killing me softly! Feeling completely crestfallen.Now i have decided to make sacrifices (dunno what kind though :P) if i know they'll lead me to higher calling.Its high time i make a difference to myself and realise what my true capabilites are.

Just happened to write my GRE examination a few days back and was sure of getting a 1400+ score. God knows wat was running through my head when i gave the exam... only managed a paltry total of 1300. it gave me the feeling that i am just jeopardized. It has now just stemmed my hopes of visiting the casinos in 2007! I m glad that i have finally faced a setback. This is now making me realise what i am actually worth. I happened to think too high of myself and also feel made people think the same about me.

But on the other hand i feel that greatness is my destiny! This reminds me of a latin phrase :
'Aequam memento rebus in arduis servare mentem' which translates into 'Remember when lifes path is steep to keep your mind even'!!! So am just gonna make sacrifices, keep my fingers crossed and make my way out of No Man's Land!

Anyways written enough crap now... hope to be able to do a victory dance at the end of my final year!!!

Blogmania!!!!

Here i go.... i see now that this is where i belong!

This is my first individual attempt at blogging so its gonna take me some time to figure this out.
And my earlier attempt failed which was more of a team work trying to bring through the worst possible jokes which people could actually even understand...(if ther was any)!!!

Orkut tells me ...Today's fortune: Your present plans are going to succeed...
How i wish this comes true!!!!